First STEP

Jan 11- It never occured to me to start blogging. Doesn't like writing that much though but for this particular one i just have to do it. I'm a big fan of all this stupid-funny-movie but the movie is not JUST stupidly funny, sometimes it has the most excellent food-to-my-soul-fruit-for-thought when come to "THINK" of it. That's another thing that i don't like to do heh!

Watched this movie (Yes Man!) for how many times i can't remember, i ended up "THINK"ing, am i just like one of those characters played by Jim Carrey.  Hmm... Always says no to almost everything. "NO" to an invitation to lunch by colleague (and now she labels me as 'kekwat' = snob). "NO" to teh tarik time at mamak stall. "NO" to fun time at batting cage games (she ended up by herself there picturing the balls as my face maybe...). "NO" to a picnic set up by friends. "NO" to window shopping at the mall. "NO" to bla bla bla and blaaa.....

And i ended up "THINK"ing, why? What ever happended to me? Where's the fun girl inside me? Who's responsible for this? When does it starts? How's my life going to be? All the 5W1H Q's appeared. Starting from that MOMENT I'd tried to shut my BRAIN down so that i dont have to "THINK". So, moral of the story is don't "THINK"! Period!! LOL!!! Oh yeah! I know i'm easily get deflected. That's not the point obviously... *wink*

Actually, I have this crazy-awesome-ideas to go backpacking all around the world since i was a lil' girl. That's my dream. My AWESOME dream! And I want to say "YES" for a change! Been brought up in lower-midle-class-income's family, i rarely experienced a family holiday. We have 14 states in Malaysia and i only had a chance to go to 3 of them, can you imagine?? Selangor is where I live, Perak is my grandparents' place and KL is where all my other family members scattered around. So maybe there, where i built up all this craziness about touring the world. Always "makan hati" hearing all those family holiday's stories, i want something better for myself!

Time goes by, being blessed by working in Television Industry, I finally had a chance to fly on airplane for the first time in 2007 when I was 24 years old. Hehhee... It was super fun!!! The sky is more beautiful from up there. The shape and form is just superb...

Kuching, Sarawak was my 1st destination...